I found my disneyland!

I found my disneyland!

I had almost consigned to the belief that anyone would do.
I had almost let myself believe that it was just a choice I just finally needed to make.
I had almost let myself believe the fear that others projected on me for my future
Almost.

Then something in my gut said STOP.
So I listened and I did.
I listened and I felt something speak peace that something was just around the corner.
I continued to feel peace about finding someone I loved and looked up to.

So I felt good.
I felt calm.
I felt open.
I felt safe in this unsure state of vulnerability.

Then this man found me.
This strong, capable, intelligent, sweet, kind, handsome and loving man.
And I fell in love with him.
And he fell in love with me.

I have always been a happy person.
I have always found joy in life.
I had NO idea that when I looked at this man that I would feel this kind of joy.
This kind of peace.

I have found my Disneyland.
I have found more than my equal.
I have found a huge part of me I never thought was missing.
He found me.

And I am overwhelmed by the beauty in my life.
How God worked the delicate details in my life.
And most of all,
This man.

This is my future husband.
Ben Robison.

You guys!

Swoon.