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Ever since I moved out of my parents house when I graduated high school I have put off purchasing silverware. A nice matching set of silverware. This doesn't mean I have been eating with my hands for ten years. If my room mates didn't own silverware I would purchase a handful at the D.I. and then donate them again when I moved. I never carried them from place to place even if it was just down the street. I know it is a bit ridiculous.
Here is the thing. People talk about how as they get older and remain single they become SET in their ways. They can come off like they don't need anything and anyone since they have done it on their own for so long. Then by the time they get married they don't need all of the items one gets when they get married i.e. a toaster, blender etc.  They have it all, but what choice did they have... wait till they are 40 before they can make a smoothie at home? No. They purchase a blender, they move on, they make smoothies. I have always been paranoid of this...looking like I don't need anyone. I am aware that the logic on this is a bit silly, but nonetheless... it is something I have always had on my mind.On this thought I have purchased book shelves, been through too many cheap blenders, and I have a handful of other cooking utensils that have followed me over the years but I have never purchased silverware. I am saving this for when I get married. I want to pick out a set of silverware with the man I marry.
I am aware this is silly.